Friends

OK so its been over an month sense I posted anything and quite frankly it is because it would have been more of the same old heartache bullshit that I am tired of writing about. So I am hoping that this one can be a little different well kind of at least. I just wanted to talk about friendship and how it means different things to different people. Being online as much as I am there are alot of people that I encounter some are merely people that come and go and others you develop more of a bond with. Lets talk about the levels of friendship as I see it, first off there are people that you consider a occasional friend someone that you enjoy talking to but don't necessarily seek them out on a daily basis they are either busy alot or your paths just don't cross as much as either of you like. You do enjoy talking to them every time but the lack of time spent with them keeps them from becoming as close as you would like or fully trusting them. Second there are the people that mean the world to you true friends who you treasure and trust. You speak to them almost everyday if not everyday. You completely trust them with everything and know that they will be there for you regardless of what happens. Yea these are great and fantastic people the only trouble with it is that they are few and very far between. Then there are the people that give off the persona of being friends wanting to talk to you all the time supposedly wanting to help and be there for you. But these people will quickly throw you under the bus at a moments notice if it benefits themselves. It amazes me how selfish these people can be without even giving it a second thought I hate to say I have met some of these people and I usually fall for them every time. I guess I'm to eager to trust people and care when they couldn't careless about you. Yea I know that there are other types but most fit into these few categories in some way or another. Ah yea for those of you who don't know already I met the most amazing guy who is so sweet and we are so much alike its crazy i love him with all my heart. Talk to you guys later best wishes to all.