Tough Choices

"It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all." That's a saying you hear all the time but the question is, is that really an accurate statement. I guess you can argue the point to either direction. I guess for me it kinda goes like this, sure if you never loved then you can never be hurt or feel the pain that another can cause you. Sometimes this pain is short lived others is a lil more permanent and tough to get over and seems to last way to long. But given the chance id chose to love any day because of a few different reasons. First the wonderful feelings that it can give you unlike any others you can experience. Second Love knows no boundaries sure it can be tough it can be hard but you never know when that special someone is going to come into your life and they just might be the one. Love can overcome any obstacles and any hurdles it may be a long road but its definitely not impossible. So to me the tougher questions are this, is it worth loving someone with all your heart for a period of time not knowing it may not last more than a few months? Is all the joy and happiness that can happen more than enough to get you over the pain of losing someone? Or is fear of sadness more than enough to keep you from jumping into, something that could end up so special or just another like all the others? I don't no personally I guess its different for each person, all I can answer for is me.

there. Its not often that someone makes me feel all of this, in fact I guess for me its like this i can tell you without a doubt with all the shit that has gone on in my life all the pain and all the hurt that i have already gone through one thing is for sure. The last thing that I ever wanna do is cause one ounce of hurt or pain to anyone i care about. But I jump at any chance i can to find love maybe its dumb cuz it sets me up for disappointment over disappointment. But i can tell you this I am not about to miss out on the one person that is for me, so many people over think things they over analyze every situation. I know how someone makes me feel i know because i feel it inside me the butterflies you get when you speak to them every time. The lumps in your throat because you want to say the right things. The sweaty palms you get because you want to impress them. The sinking feelings you get when they aren'tI'm more depressed most of the time than not. So god damn when someone does make me feel these feelings I'm not gonna ignore them I'm not gonna tell myself don't do it you will get hurt. I'm gonna put my heart out there and hope that person may feel the same because if i can find someone with half the love i have to give then ill be in heaven. Everyone gets scared everyone gets nervous but sometimes u just got to go with your gut and trust people, take that leap. Yea i know sounds crazy, sounds irrational and maybe it is but all the pain is worth the miss after miss,when you finally find that person that is one for you