That empty feeling.

Do you know that feeling that you get when something just isn't right. Maybe its something that is just missing that you just don't feel like you are whole. Well i feel this feeling right now and have for the last couple days. I have felt this feeling in my life a few times before. I had it when I found out that i had to move away from all that was comfortable to me in Texas. All my friends that I had there and all the things that were so familar to me. I also had that feeling after i lost my grandfather he was so special to me and i felt like the pain would never go away. And most recently when i gave my love to someone only to have my heart broken that took awhile to get over as well just felt so empty and so alone. But as I am typing this I again feel so alone but this is for a totally different reason. You see there is this special someone that I have formed a bond with and they totally make me feel amazing like nothing before. But right now i dont have them here for me and I am missing them like nothing i have missed before. So the point is I never expected to have an emptiness for a person who actually isnt gone for good I just knowing the fact that they will be coming back gives me all this excitement and anticipation. Although right now im empty I look forward to it filling all back up again soon.