Trying to figure it all out.

OK so i sit here trying to make sense of it all, I thought that i had the perfect person for me. He made me feel things that I didn't knew exsisted and even after it was all gone and thrown away i was stupid enough to maybe wanna give it another try. But more stupid to believe that a person who had hurt me so bad was actually telling the truth this time when he said things to me. But you know it really doesnt matter someone that uses words so freely to desrcibe every guy they meet as the best thing ever well it tends to lose its effect after a while. But one day he will realize what he has missed out on someone that not only would have given his life for him but someone that loved unconditionally. But you know through all of this smoke and mirror routine i have found something or better yet someone. For as good as i thought i had it at one time i actually feel like its even better now even under different circumstances. See i have found someone who not only embraces my open and honest answers even when its not something you always want to hear. But i found a person who compliments me completely, that emptiness which has been so prevalent in my life is gone away. Filled by hope and joy that someone out there feels for me what i feel for them. Where as one person in my life turned out not to be the person i thought this person has exceeded my wildest dreams. I saw it in him from the begining but he was reserved pushed people away for fear of getting attached to someone so far. Thats totally understandable but since then i have been open and honest and a tad blunt at times when needed. And from that i have found someone that not only makes my happy but that i can talk to hours on end and never get bored. So basically what i have come to figue out is this some people arent what they seem at all while others given the chance wil end up amazing you more and more everyday. I Love you Boo thanks for everything.